The valley gets steeper and darker....
I will not be offered the position with the paramedic service - not because I didn't do well in the interview - not because they don't want to hire me - but because another candidate has union senority! I knew this was a possibility so it isn't a huge surprise....still disappointing as I have wanted to work for the service for years. It's been all about what I want...time to see what God wants for me.
I am in the "valley of darkness" - yet I declare "I WILL TRUST IN JESUS CHRIST".
Today I saw the Occupational Health Nurse at work - she gave me forms to apply for long-term disability insurance (I don't know how long, long is!). Please pray my claim is accepted so I can have time to really heal and seek not only good medical care but also God's plan for me.