Could you please remember me in prayer....I may be applying for a new job! I have not been happy with driving bus this past year (long story) and for the past few months I have been contemplating quitting but afraid to because the money helps keep food on the table! I know, I know...where is my faith? That is what I have been struggling with. I know myself, and when I start resenting my job or things about it, it is time for me to move on. Problem is, I had "told" myself and God that when my business picked up I would quit...I wanted my business to make me the same amount I would get from the bus so that I could quit.
Well...my business is picking up, but I haven't felt safe enough to quit and so lately I've been praying for confirmation about what to do...I've had a feeling the past month that I wouldn't be going back to the bus and almost gave my notice before the end of school but was scared to do that!
I just found out today about a possible job...it's Monday to Friday, 9-11am (yep...2 hours!) and I can take Madeline. In fact, they want a stay at home mom to come and bring her child...it's in a children's funhouse place and they want someone to organize games and crafts for 2 hours each morning. Best of all, it's right down the street from Christian Horizons district office where my husband now works! The owner knows my cousin's wife really well, so she told me to call and tell him that she is referring me. I think I stand a really good chance of getting it!
Please pray for wisdom...I know I would like the job...it would actually help me because I've been wanting to get Madeline in a play group but I'm still a bit scared because I will most likely be paid even less than the bus paid...but I know God will provide so I need to get past that scary part! It's a step of faith for me, and I'm the kind of person who likes everything planned and perfect...so this would take me out of my comfort zone! But at least it would still leave me lots of time for doing cakes!
Julie - Sweet Inspirations