The primary reason, I feel that I may be kind of frustrating to others when I ask for prayer and get an answer (re my recent job) then I say in the next post that I'm all in a panic and feeling depressed. The problem is I'm not sure at times which direction the Lord is leading me - I make assumptions, like a lot of Christians and then realize I've jumped ahead of God. I need to focus more on Him and less on posting I think. And, also I think I am way too honest and opened about all that is going on in my life.
I will continue reading the posts, as I enjoy them so much and may even comment from time to time if I really feel moved by the Spirit of God. I will pray for your needs as I see them posted.
Blessings and thanks for all your prayers and encouragement!