Sorry, I wasn't going to post but I know I can count on your prayer support. Things are getting pretty dark for me....I'm becoming almost immobile, unable to get out of bed in the morning....just lay there in a daze. I think I know what God wants but I'm stuck in a storm right now and can't see Jesus through the "waves". He will have to find me.
Please, I am not looking for advise - I have enough advice from doctors and even other Christian friends. Right now, I just need someone to interceed on my behalf...I am unable to even pray anymore. The Spirit prays/groans on my behalf.