Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Discouraged...again.

I was avoiding this all evening....

It was a discouraging day and I'm second guessing taking this job. I was left alone all morning with nothing to do!! It was a long, long day. There is nothing much worse than being bored all day. I wasn't given any work until 2:30 p.m. I don't know if I'm going to get proper training on the job. It all seems weird. What if I was too much in a hurry to get out of the other place and now I'm in a job that is boring. O Lord - will I ever be content in a job!!?? I know, I know...it's only the first day, but that's my report Pals. Another job came up on the postings for a position with the paramedics...that is truly my area of interest and giftedness....please pray. I'm so unsettled in my heart....can't anything go right for me?!

Goodnight.

LM - Julie

6 comments:

Terry said...

Oh Little Missionary...This is way too sad. I am so sorry to hear about this. I know your heart is into helping others. Maybe after a few days you will work into this job and will like it. In the mean time if it is a union job then you can put in a reqest for the medical job that you desire so much to have! Show yourself really capable of this job and it will really show them that you are a good worker. I know that everyone is praying for you!!!
Love Terry

Felisol said...

Dear Julie,LBM,
things are always hard in the beginning. Things take time, adjustment take time, and you have been through a real emotional roller coaster this summer.
I remind you of David's words for the summer; WAIT, don't WORRY.
So far they've proven to be true.
So many have become help and answers in the right time here at Pilgrim Pals.
Please do not worry about the contents of your work.
I remind you of Ephesians 2:
10 For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.
From Felisol

jel said...

hey LM, Sweet T, is right we are!



Big Hugg!!!!!!!!

passing-thru said...

DITTO'S ON TERRY'S POST and FELISOL'S POST

WHEREEVER U FIND YOURSELF AT -- WORK AS UNTO THE LORD -----

SHOW THEM THE JULIE THAT THE LORD IS WORKING THRU --
smile, make a song in your heart unto the Lord ---
REST IN HIM

Have I left anything out ?? :-)

Vicki said...

The beginning of every new job is stressful (or boring). I'm sure you don't want to hear how my first week in medical records went a few years ago:-)...it was not fun. But as time passed, I got more comfortable. I'm praying you will, too. {{hugs}}

Don't let your mind run ahead of you...just take one day at a time. His grace is sufficient for each day.

Amrita said...

The first few days at a new job are always trying. Things will work out Julie.

And if you feel the other job is right then go ahead and try it.

Grace and peace to you